I can not speak, cannot think without the fear of someone judging me.
Nights lost in my head wishing for death, convinced I was a man with nothing left. (No Remorse) Just another face that's lost in the crowd. You just don't know what I've become what I have overcome to still be here.All that I can say is I was lost I just didn't have the strength to talk it through. (No Remorse) Just another face that's lost in the crowd. Suicide aside, we all have demons we have to fight. It all just gets too much. I try my best but its not enough. Bottled up inside, in the darkest depths of my fucking mind. What will be will be, this fucking world just forgot about me. (Overcome) I'll live to see another day. This world is fucked in every way. I do not want your sympathy. Stay the fuck away from me.
Track Name: My Eyes
Here became my tomb. I'd lost track of the days, should have seen it coming fucking miles away. Sink or swim. I gave up on everything, given time I began to see what is left in this world for me. Please just understand that I'm not like you after all that I've been through. I will rise from nothing, I, will, rise. You motherfucker! I've got my eyes on you, I see your every single move. You really fucked up this time, guess i'll see you around...
Track Name: Filled with Hate
I'm finally coming clean, from all this pain and misery. My heart is filled with hate from situations my mind creates. I was promised change but nothing ever fucking changed, it all just stayed the same. For the sake of my sanity, I'm done. I'm in mourning. Mourning myself. No more living. This life of hell. I feel worthless, been mistreated. I'm so broken, nothing seems to make sense. None of my thoughts, seem to make sense. I overthink, to the point I regret. Now and then, I cross contaminate the things that I love with everything that I hate. You disrespected everything, I can't believe we trusted you. You died in my eyes, I'm better off without you!
Track Name: Disbelief
I'm cutting ties with everyone. We're two of a kind but still we don't see eye to eye. How much longer will it be until this world turns its fucking back on me? I'm only here to exist, something that is so absurd. I fell into the abyss, what is this cruel fucking world? I've retraced my steps, even those I haven't walked yet. You made your fucking bed and now it's time you went to sleep. All that's left to see, a broken man, in disbelief.